Prayers!!!!

Dear God,

I want to follow your plan for me... Make your desires mine!! Breathe life into me and make me whole.. over and over and over agian!!! Forgive me!! Take away my greed and selfishness, take away the sin... "create in me a new heart" a heart that is pure, that is selfless that is whole!! God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am crying for you!! I am needing, wanting, needing, wanting, needing, wanting you!!!! Wrap me in your love and mercy... take me from this pit and show me your benefits!!! "Restore to me the JOY of my salvation"!!!!!! The unrelenting joy... the newness of it all... the fire that was once there!!!!! I am SEEKING you oh GOD!!!!! I am yearning for your guidance!!!!!!!!!!! Show me the way... show me the way... show me the way!!!!! Let judgement not be in me... let it flee from me... shape my heart!!! Forgive me for lacking compasion!! Forgive me for my laziness... motivate me... drive me... fuel me with your love and mercy!!! God I NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Wisper, yell, shake me, focus my attention on YOU!!I want to be close to you... I want to feel your presence all day everyday!!!! I am undeserving, I am weak without you!! I am nothing but a shell... there is no heart unless you are there to fill it, there is nothing, just air!! Fill me... oh God!!
I desperately want to do the right thing, make the right choices, lead my children in the right way..................... make it CLEAR!!!!!!! Work out the details for me, oh GOD!!! I cry to YOU...I cry to YOU...I cry to YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!! Oh GOD!!!!!! Hear me and answer... answer my prayers!!! Thank you for sparing me... for loving me... for securing me in eternity!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! Provide for us what we need...forgive ME for not managing money wisely!!! Thank you for your new mercies everyday!!! Thank you for your blessings and benefits!!!!!!! Thank you ............. THANK YOU who are HOLY, Almighty, all knowing, LOVE, Passion, strength, Perfect, THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ONE!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!